So, I'm working a 16 hour shift tonight, and its not too busy, which has given me a lot of time to stew on things. Mostly to mope about myself, even though I have little to mope about. But I'm sitting here, working with one of my so-called friends, who happens to be having an hour long conversation with someone from another floor. I've passed by countless times and never even had a smile from either of them pass my way, so I'm left to wonder if there's any chance that I have become invisible. It has happened in the past, I think, so its definitely possible. Whenever this happens, too, I don't respond the right way. Someone else may just jump into conversations when they're not invited, but I'm way too introverted to try that. So I just stew on feeling angry for being ignored. Maybe it'll carry me through to the morning.
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