Puppies. I've been at work for 2 hours now, and I've done... almost nothing. I'm not completely proud of it, but I'm very unmotivated for this job. Plus, I now have another thing to focus on rather than work - the little Bassett Hound we'll be bringing home in a little over two weeks.
Now it's 10:22 and I've also spent time inviting another person to the party on the 31st. But I had to search for her email address first, which also involved rummaging through FaceBook for a little while. I'm so bad! I wish I could focus, but I don't seem to have much trouble focusing at home... maybe that's a sign?
Anyway. Puppy. Or baby. Anything but this. I'm really conflicted - I could go home at lunch and work from home the rest of the day, or I could stay here and work uncomfortably and unhappily for the rest of the day. I suppose it's a better idea to stay; people are all antsy and shitty around here and will (if they haven't already) start to look down on me and my work ethic. Or maybe they won't - who knows - none of them have ever carried a baby in their womb (NONE of them!), so maybe they really have no idea what it's like and are just glad it isn't them. Maybe every time I'm not here, they're glad to realize, once again, that they aren't pregnant and don't have to deal with whatever it is that I may be dealing with.
Today I'm not dealing with anything but indigestion, intense hip/groin pain, and the strong urge to NOT be here. The last one is definitely a symptom of being gone for a few days. Anyway.
Guess I should work. What a boring post.
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