Stupid

It's pretty dumb, the way I feel right now. I'm so annoyed by the fact that Ravneet got into all of these crazy places, and I don't really want to hear anything else about it. The worst things is that when she was applying to all of these places, she was constantly talking about how she had about a million backup plans - she took the LSAT, she applied for Teach for America, she considered joining the Peace Corps - and it was frustrating then to see her acting like she wasn't going to get in, but now that she is in, she's rubbing my nose in it and I'm not sure why!?! I mean, I'm stuck here! I'm not stuck here, but I kinda am. And I want to be happy with it - I love my husband, I love my child, and do like our house and our life (besides the work part), and having a friend with her head pointed so high in the sky makes me feel like a huge loser. A huge loser.