pregnant!

So... I'm pregnant again! Woohoo! I'm actually really excited. The first time was a wonder, the second time will be wonderful. I've decided. And if it's not, it's only 9 months, right? I'm 5 weeks now. I took the first test on Monday, and took another yesterday, and both showed positive, so no going back now! And now the symptoms are setting in... headaches, achy boobs, irritability... I'm not sick to my stomach much but I wish I were, because maybe that would be an indication of a seriously different pregnancy this time. I made my appointments, one phone call and one in person, and I'm taking my prenatal vitamins... so everything's taken care of! I'm going to run this time, too - two miles, twice a week, until my belly's so big I can't stand it anymore. I just can't get so huge this time. I guess I've gotta work.

I really fuckin' dread dealing with anyone, and I mean ANYONE, at work. I don't want to tell them forever. Until they start asking why I'm getting so fat, and then I wanna tell them that I'm so fat because I eat a lot, so why don't they butt out. Poo poo.